Buddha-Pest ^_^

slothebison @ 2006-10-09T18:49:00

2006-10-09T22:50:17Z

I went to Columbia. I'll tell you about it later. Bye bye.

love

2006-09-23T04:16:05Z

Have a wonderful Weekend! YAY!

Love Heather

I'd be the Fourth

2005-09-04T23:16:06Z

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

I guess this sounds mostly right. Except the part about having a factory job or being a dentist. That's lame.

Random Stuff and what the ABC's mean

2005-08-21T02:46:46Z

[A is for age:] 17 but I'll be 18 in sept on the 27. finally
[B is for booze of choice:] Beer and basically anything I can get. Lately it's been beer which I like a lot.
[C is for career:] Psychologist, music teacher, or artist.
[D is for your dad's name:] David Avery
[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] BEER! and friends of course.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Fall Out Boy: sugar we're going down, and any fall out boy song ever.
[G is for favorite game:] Speed, and most board games and xbox games.
[H is for hometown:] If I really had to say which place my hometown would be it would be Kings Mtn. NC
[I is for instruments you play:] Piano and some guitar and I can sing. so I guess another instrument I would play would be myself. :D
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] grape and strawberry
[K is for kids?] maybe one day.
[L is for living arrangements:] Me, my aunt Ann, my cousin's: Ashlyn and Nathan, my grandmother, Ashlyn's boyfriend(soon to be fiance) and her baby Andon, and 4 dogs, and 4 cats.
[M is for mom's name:] Yun Suk Tessneer
[N is for name of your best friends:] Ashleign, Jessica, Amanda, Ashlyn, Amber, Ryan, and my sister Michelle and Tara
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] when I was 11 I had to stay in the hospital for what seemed like 2 months but it was only like 2 1/2 weeks for broken legs, and one time I had to stay in a psychiatric ward because of my mother for 3 days.
[P is for phobias:] Bugs in general especially spiders and flying bugs and never finding the perfect guy.
[Q is for quotes you like:] I really like Ashleigh's quote but here's one "Dogs look up to us, Cats look down on us, but pigs look at us as equals."
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:] I've never been in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship so I don't have one.
[S is for sexual preference:] Strictly penis....but I think some girls are really pretty.
[T is for time you wake up:] around 10:40ish
[U is for underwear:] yes I wear underwear. Right now I have on this really cute flowery green panties on.
[V is for vegetable you love:] Cucumbers, would rice count as a vegetable? it's like grains right??
[W is for worst habit:] biting my nails,and picking my nose and throwing it on people.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] um... like 50 million gazillion for my legs, and a catscan, ultasound and something else for my apendix
[Y is for yummy food you make:] um... rice, chicken, spagetti, and oh yeah kaegogie, and little boys. ummm.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Libra

1. Kindergarten Teachers name: started with a P and she'd always put me in the corner... damn bitch
2. Last person you kissed: Paul, my cousin, before he went back to his dad's house
3. Last word you said: business
4. Last song you sang: Jump Little Children: close your eyes because I saw it on here because of Ashleigh... that's a great fucking awesom-o song.
5. Last person you hugged: Paul
6. Last thing you laughed at: Tony, because I asked him if rice was a vegetable.
8. What's in your CD player: Fall Out Boy: From Under the Cork Tree
9. What socks are you wearing: none I don't wear socks when I stay home.
10. What's under your bed: I think some of ashlyn's bags, and Noodle, the white/orange cat.
12. Current taste: Cigarette, and Dr. Pepper
13. Current hair style: About an inch or two below my shoulder when it's wet because it's wavy and fucking puffy all the time and I usually wear it up.
14. Current clothes: this white guess shirt that says guess, it's really big and the only reason I'm wearing it is because I sit at home taking care of people and wearing a AE jeans.
15. Current Job: I stay at home and take care of my grandmother and cousin and usually clean up when Louis leaves. but other then that I'm unemployed because family comes first.
16. Current longing: to marry Pete from Fall Out Boy, but other then that I want Ashlyn and Tony to hurry and put Andon to sleep
17. Current desktop picture: A picture of Nathan and Andon, and a purple background... ashlyn did it.
18. Current worry: when I'm going to be able to do my laundry and getting my wisdom teeth taken out
19. Current hate: Not having money or cigarettes, and Stephanie the fucking hooker lying bitch.
21. Current favorite article of clothing: my green and blue striped tank top
22. Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite (and same) sex: Hair, eyes and smile (which includes teeth), and height. and for some strange reason noses???
23. Last CD that you bought: Jump Little Children: From the Dim and the Dark, but Ashleigh really bought it for me.
24. Favorite place to be: At my Aunt/Grandma's home in Kings Mtn. NC.
25. Worst place to be: my mother's home with her new husband.
26. Time you wake up in the morning: pretty early unless my grandma doesn't ask Louise to wake me up.
27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be?: more of the guitar, and the Sax and Violin
29. Current favorite word/saying: "Whateva... I can do what I want!" or "Suck my bawls!"
30. Favorite book: Harry Potter series, The Notebook
31. Favorite Movie: The Life Aquatic, The Phantom of the Opera, Moulin Rouge, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Notebook, The Good Girl, the Family Guy Movie (it's fucking awesome), The Royal Tennenbaums, Big Fish, and many more.
32. Favorite bands and song: Fall Out Boy, Jump Little Children, My Chemical Romance, The Killers, Evergreen Terrace, Weezer, and a bunch more.
35. Favorite day: Halloween, because you can dress up as someone you're not.
36. Where do you want to go: New York with the Nobbs, Korea again just to visit, anywhere in Europe and Australia
37. What is your career going to be: Psychologist/ therapist hopefully
39. What kind of car will you have: Any car that runs, or a Hummer.
42. Eye Color: dark hazel, more towards brown then green
43. Hair Color: darkish brown/black
44. Righty or Lefty: Righty
45. Zodiac Sign: Libra
46. Innie or Outtie: Innie

Isn't it funny??

2005-08-13T03:19:34Z

Isn't it funny how a guy you used to be in love with but haven't talked to in forever can bring up all these emotions that you've thought you've lost forever? It's fucking crazy. I hate it.... but I also enjoy the happy feeling that it gives me to talk to him again. You know what else is crazy?? How people can change in just a couple of years. The way they look and dress, the views on things that you once thought were important but bickered about so now both of you think what the other thought? I'm not sure if that makes since or not. I don't really know anymore. I think I've lost a lot of memories. Well, whatever dogg. I think I'm going to head out and I'll try to write more later. I just hope that this journal doesn't start to be a once a day thing like it used to be. but anywho... if you're Ashleigh, then you need to fucking call me. I don't care what time of day it is unless it's really late, as in 3-4. unless I call you first. Okay well bye.

mine.

2005-08-09T00:57:51Z

This is my pet. it's better then Ashleigh's. Mine's a hedghog! yay for hedgehogs!

yeah it's the same as my xanga with some editing.

2005-08-07T22:05:31Z

So I haven't wrote a new entry in a long time. Justin is sitting here and tony and ashlyn aren't here. I'm a little uncomfortable. I think I might take a nap so I don't have to be nice and sit here with him while they're not here. Well anyways... I think it sucks that Ashlyn and Tony are having problems. But I think they'll work it out. If she didn't love him as much as she did then I think she would have left him already. ashlyn and tony just need to work things out. I love them both and I don't want anything bad to happen between them. On the more pleasent side: Nathan went to MD camp and I'm going to miss him a lot. But I think it'll be more peaceful and I can get more cleaning up and shit around the house. Justin keeps talking, he's hot sometimes... I guess it's cuz his personality. I don't know. But Ashlyn keeps talking to me about how I like him and shit but I don't think so... I guess. But I really don't know but anywho I'm definitely going to go now and I might write more later. because... you know. okay bye.

slothebison @ 2005-07-18T02:28:00

2005-07-18T06:57:40Z

Bold all that is true

I am a university student.
I am a cuddler.
I am an okay dancer.
I am a huge fan of lists.
I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.

I am a Republican.
I am allergic to something deadly.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am content as of this moment.
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently single.
I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.

I am okay at styling other people's hair.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am obsessed with my Livejournal
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
I am resentful that I have to grow up.
I am very shy around the opposite sex.(Sometimes.)
I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times.
I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
I collect picture frames.
I currently have a crush on someone.
I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
I curse frequently. (More than I want to)
I do not believe people are inherently good or evil. (People choose their own destiny)
I don't hate anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy ...jazz music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a ...car.
I have a mobile phone.
I have a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a hobby.
I have a lot to learn.
I have a pet.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (Who doesn't?)
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy.
I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
I have at least one brother and/or sister.
I have been in a real relationship.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been rejected by someone.
I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
I have been to another country. (Korea)
I have been to an anime convention.
I have been to Europe.
I have been to Las Vegas.
I have been told that I am very smart.( I just don't apply myself)

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have broken a bone. (both legs and all my toes.)
I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have cheated on a significant other.
I have counted down the days until the summer.
I have dated my best friend's ex.
I have done something illegal. (Oops!)
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color

I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
I have had major/minor surgery.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
I have had the cops called on me. (Damn mother... all the fucking time in KM)
I have snogged someone I knew I shouldn't.

I have snogged someone of the same sex.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
I have mood swings. (sometimes... not terrible ones and only around my family)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have seen the television show The O.C.
I have swum in the ocean.
I have tried a drug that is illegal.
I have tried sushi.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I like being the center of attention.
I like eating Ramen noodles. (korean ramyun is the shit.)
I like my handwriting.
I like Shakespeare.
I like the taste of blood.
I like to cook.
I like to sing.
I like to vacuum.
I love learning foreign languages.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love my friends.
I loveblack olives.
I love rain.
I love sleeping.
I love to play computer games.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own a home.
I own and use a library card.
I play a musical instrument.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure.
I shave my legs.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I think long strings of html code look cool.
I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.(no but I worked there for 3 days)
I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
I was born in a country other than the USA.

I watch more TV this year than last year.
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I wear contact lenses.
I will try anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I like orange kool aid.
I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
I like being at school.
I always love wearing sweaters.

I love water polo.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am being nostalgic right now.
I hate summer. (Fall/winter is better)
I am tired.
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt (I like to doodle and would love to paint someday)

I have....
been drunk.
smoked pot.
done ecstasy.
done coke.
done crack.
done heroin.
done opium.
done PCP.
done LSD.
done CCC's.
done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
huffed air-duster.
been to a rave.
been to a real party.

ridden in a taxi.
jumped a ramp with a bike.
been used.
shoplifted.
ran from the cops.
been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
been fired.
been kicked out of a movie theater.
snuck into a movie.
been in a fist fight.
got hit by a car.
fired a real gun.
snuck out of your parent's house.
been arrested.
gone in a mosh pit.
stolen something from your school.
celebrated new years in times square.
gone on a blind date.
lied to a friend.
had a crush on a teacher. (Mr. Spigner! lol)
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
been to europe.

skipped school.
thrown up from drinking.
played 'clue'
had a sleepover party.
gone ice skating.
cheated on a bf/gf.
been cheated on.
had your tonsils out.
been exposed to laughing gas.
had a car.
driven a car.
Totaled a car.

Do you...
feel loved.(only by my friends and my aunt and her part of the family)
feel lonely.
feel happy.
hate yourself.
have a dog.
have your own room.
sing along with your music.
dance around the house in your underwear.
listen to Hawaiian Music.
listen to underground hip hop.
listen to rap.
listen to classic rock.
listen to new rock.
listen to country.
listen to reggae.
listen to techno.
listen to hardcore punk.
listen to pop.
listen to r&b.
listen to jazz.
listen to crooners.
listen to emo
listen to indie
listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
have hobbies.
skateboard.
do aggressive inline.
snowboard.
ski.
surf.
skim board.
have more than 1 best friend.
get good grades.
play an instrument.
have slippers
wear boxers
wear black eyeliner.
like the color blue.
like the color pink.
like the color red
like the color green( MY ALL TIME FAVORITE COLOR)
like the color black
like the color purple
like neon colors (sometimes)
like to read.
like to write.
have long hair.
have short hair.
have a laptop.
have a pager.

Are you...
bored.
happy.
bilingual. (some korean, all english, and some spanish)
Hawaiian.
blonde
a brunette
a redhead
a darkhead
Samoan.
Philipino.
Korean. (half korean my mom's side.)
British.
Caucasion.(other half)
Italian

Canadian
African-American
Inuit
Mexican.
Asian.
a Christian
a Muslim
a Jew
a Hindu
a scientologist
an atheist
satanist
short.
tall
just right
realistic
an emo kid
sick
mad
lazy.
talking to someone.
IMing someone.
scared to die.
buzzed
high
caffeinated
sleepy.
annoyed.(by amanda.... she's complaining cuz I'm taking this)
hungry.
thirsty.
on the phone.
in your room.
drinking something.
eating something.
ticklish.
listening to music.

slothebison @ 2005-03-31T20:39:00

2005-04-01T01:42:27Z

I need to get out of the house!!! I've been home for a total of like an hour today but I hate it! I need to leave. Ok toodle loo.

slothebison @ 2005-03-25T21:43:00

2005-03-26T05:47:58Z

I hate it when my dad won't let me out of the house. I really wanted to go out tonight. He wouldn't let me out last night. This is really gay. I've been gone most of today though. But I really want to get fucking high man. It's been way too long. The weed gods are going to be mad at me and smite me once again. well anyways... I basically spent my day with Terrence. He's a cool guy. I wish he wouldn't like me so much. It's not the cool thing to do. I'm not one of those people who you want to date you know? I'm one of those girls you want to be friends with, I'm someone you can play video games and watch porn with. :) I'm super fun. I've never considered myself girlfriend material but he really likes me. It's crazy. We spent like an hour at best buy and he ended up buying me the My Chemical Romance cd. It's wonderful. I'm listening to it right now. Well anyways... after that we called Kla and we picked her up and we went to publix. we're forever going there. It's the new cool thing to do. Ok well, I visited my sister while they were trying to find out what groceries to get. Then terrance decided to go to Dunkin Donuts to get donuts, and plus michael works there so we had to visit him. It was fun, we stayed there for way too long though. Then we got to go to Ashleigh's house. I was super happy. I miss that girl! I didn't see her since yesterday. So I got to get my daily dose of Ashleigh and Amanda. They got their wisdom teeth taken out. Amanda's all puffy faced so I call her my squirrelly friend. It's funny. Ash isn't that bad. Her face is about back to normal. I'm going to be up in Kings Mtn. until Tuesday. I really just wanted to go up for saturday, but Michelle needs to go back way too early and she's afraid that I won't get my dress picked out in one day and the only other day she has off is tuesday, so that's like my only option. It sucks. I can't go to Jeff's tonight. I really wanted to get high before I had to go to KM to see my mom. It's always better that way. I wonder if Amanda will have any. I'll call her when I get up there and see if she want's to hang out with me. I love Amanda... she's coolio. Ok well I'm going to go now. Toodle loo.

*The song Helena by MCR makes me cry. It's so wonderful.*

slothebison @ 2005-03-05T23:42:00

2005-03-06T04:51:31Z

I'm really upset that I couldn't go to Charleston with Ashleigh, Amanda, and their momma. I really wanted to go man... but I don't think that I shouldn't be able to go out with other people because of my dads time limit shit. I couldn't leave until 5 and they had to leave at 12. I woke up early so I could ask my dad if I could go at 12 but he was already at work. I tried to work Ilsoon but she's a stupid korean bitch wife. I don't think that people should tell other people not to take me out just because I couldn't go! goddammit. I really wanted to fucking go to Charleston!!!! So tonight I went out with Terrance, michael, kayla, and some new guy named Shawn. We went to Panda, this chinese place. Of course I didn't go to have chinese. I went just to get out of my damn house. I hate it here and goddammit ashleigh and amanda... You should know this by now. I can't believe that you told Dontae not to come pick me up. That hurts a whole lot. I can't believe you'd do that to me. Ok well anyways... I was going to go to the movies with them but I really didn't want to go sit in a movie theater and not do anything. So I got home and I found out that MY Dontae had called so I called him back and he asked me if I wanted to go to Christina's for a bit. So I said sure and I asked my dad if I could go... I said that I was going to go over to Ash's house and if I could spend the night. I wasn't really going to spend the night. I'd just come home around 3 or 4. But he said that I couldn't sleep over and that I'd have to come home at 10 fucking 30. Isn't that the gayest thing you've ever heard??? I mean damn I'm 17 and I'm going to be graduating soon and I'm definitely going to visit my dad ever when I grad. I think I'm just going to be living with the Nobbs for the summer. It's going to be the shiznit. I can't wait. I just hope my dad knows that I really don't want to have anything to do with him or my mother once I can leagally live by myself. Ok well... I had fun with the 2 hours I had to do shit tonight but now I'm going to sleep. goodnight. I hate not getting to stay out until I want to come home dammit.

This weekend....

2005-02-21T03:11:20Z

Oh my buddha. This weekend was fucking awesome. I made out with this really hot guy. His name is Clay. And believe me... he really is hot. :) But I don't feel like writing anymore so I'm going to go. sorry about that. Love you all. I'll write more about it later.

Sick of gay ass people.

2005-02-11T22:30:43Z

I hate it when Ashleigh doesn't come to school. But I hate it even more when BOTH Amanda AND Ashleigh aren't there. it makes me sad. I'm sick to my stomach with people who don't come to school and love me!! :P (just in case I want all of you to know that this is a very sarcastic entry.) I just realized that this: .) looks like a one eyes smiley face. :) ok toodle loo my darlin's.

I like the really green dragon. I like it a lot. :P

This is the same...

2005-02-11T00:55:09Z

There's this guy Kamren Kitchen. He's such a cutie. I wish he was a little older though. That really has no point to this but I just felt like saying that. So anywho, This week I've learned that two, yes that's right, TWO guys think I'm hot. That excites me greatly. One guy's name is Donte, he's a friend of amanda's, and I met him in Ben and Jerry's when I was visiting Ashleigh. Well the other day he was at Amanda's house and he saw this picture of me and he said I was hot. YAY!! and the other guy's name is TC, well it's actually Terrance, but I don't think I spelled it right but who cares. His friend, this jewish chick, I love jews!!, told me that he calls me the hot asian chick. Isn't that super?
So I've had a good week. Until today when I cried. It's because damn koreans are bitches. I hate them all. Mike and Michelle were supposed to be going to this music recital thing and when I heard about it I really wanted to go. But when Michelle asked Ilsoon she was like," Um... No I don't think so. You know Heather's going to spend the night at a friends house this weekend. (and now I'm like what the fuck?? cuz I was listening) So, I think that her going will be too much fun." she seriously said that I would have too much fun. Isn't that the most ignorant thing anyone could possibly say?? God damn fucking korean bitch wifes. I was really wishing my dad was at home so I could just ask him. well after like 5 minutes, mike was going to be there in like 2, she calls michelle and asks her what exactly it was, so michelle explained what a music recital was and so Ilsoon was like ok whatever that sounds nice heather likes music, so she asks me if I want to go and I'm like I don't care (and at that point I really didn't. Mike would be there in 2 minutes, I hadn't gotten dressed, I still had to fix my make up and shit so I was just like fuck it you know?) so Ilsoon said "Ok then No. Heather can't go. If she doesn't care then she can just stay home." You don't understand what a korean comment that was. I was severely pissed off then. So I started crying. Not crying because I was sad, but crying because I was so pissed off I could have found an axe and CHOPPED OF HER FREAKING KOREAN HEAD!! I'm getting upset thinking about it. I hate having to be nice to her though. She's just a little bitch. I hate her. I would really like to slice her up into little peices and throw her to alligators or some shit. I hate koreans. WHATEVER YOU DO... DON'T MARRY A KOREAN WOMAN! Half korean's are fine because we're not that cruel. So, another night of just sitting at home waiting for saturday to hurry it's little ass and get here. I hate my life. I really do. Well, most of the time it's pretty ok. I just hate having to ask Another korean bitch if I can do something. Asking my mom I was fine with. but not my dad's korean bitch wife.
And that's all I have to say about that.

(this is the same thing as my blog on myspace... but you people don't seem to read those, So I write it now on here. ARRGGGHHHH!!) MY mood's been like the same for like 5 entries. I guess that's going to be my new permanent mood from now on.

Jump, Little Children

2005-02-08T02:39:52Z

Doesn't he look creepy?? I love him. His eyes are fucking awesome! You know... I think I have a thing for guys named Matt. Yeah that's right michelle. :)

slothebison @ 2005-02-07T21:17:00

2005-02-08T02:27:14Z

So in conclusion to all my rampaging anger... this weekend was fun.. and that's all I can say because I don't want fucking lj to think about fucking me over again. so I'll tell you main parts: Amanda was shitfaced, Ash and Amanda were fighting with each other but then cooled back down, I was pretty fucked up, but thank buddha I didn't throw up! go me! go me! I'll never get so drunk that I'll throw up. I'm just good like that. Ilsoon got pissed at me sunday because I wasn't home at fucking 2. I was home at fucking 2:01. (english accent) Excuse me sir, can I have some more? I'm only a peasent child with no home or food... Sorry that was really random. I think me and someone else were doing that today at school. Not sure if that's right but oh well. Yeah so I had a super fantastic time this weekend. I hope to do it again this weekend. I'll be a party on some weekends person... oh yeah... Ok well i can't make this longer than this or else livejournal will fuck me over. Toodle loo to all my great adoring fans.

I love Green Day.
And I like this guy named Andrew in my science class.
I'm so fucking high school. :P

slothebison @ 2005-02-07T21:05:00

2005-02-08T02:09:38Z

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck livejournal!! damn fucking bastards! Damn Damn Damn!!! stupid mother fucking fucker!!! I'm so angry!! I think I'll go punch something right now. I hate that we have a limit on our mood.

slothebison @ 2005-02-07T20:58:00

2005-02-08T02:03:24Z

Do you know what pisses me off more?? the fact that it let me update with that piece of shit angry entry! GODDAMN MOTHER FUCKERS! DAMN FUCKING MYSPACE! I JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT FUCKING WHAT HAPPENED BUT FUCK IT! I'M QUITTING THIS FUCKING BITCH. I'll see you guys on some other journal thing... or just face to face. GODDAMN LIVEJOURNAL CAN SUCK MY FUCKING ASS HOLE!

yes, i'm listening to the fall out boy cd. they're fucking coming to Charlotte, NC, in fucking April, only fucking $12. Michelle should take me for an extremely early birthday present. I hate fucking livejournal!!

FUck every fucking thing!

2005-02-08T01:57:50Z

OMG!! fucking livejournal sucks ass! i just finished writing a long ass update and fucking livejournal had to fuck everything up!! goddammit! I'm so pissed off right now. It's like I can feel it slowly rising from the pit of my stomach. I hate this mother fucker!AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck fucking everything man!!

love you all, heather, the person who always get's fucked by fucking myspace.

HEY!!

2005-02-07T02:49:23Z

I had so much fun this weekend but I'll have to tell you all about it tomorrow. I'm tired as shit. i've only had 12 hours of sleep this weekend. I would write it now but I have to finish the laundry and remake my bed. Ok well be sure to stay tuned for tomorrows entry. It'll be super long.

boo hoo hoo

2005-01-29T00:35:29Z

I'm really sad... and that's all I have to say about that.

slothebison @ 2005-01-19T18:55:00

2005-01-20T00:09:09Z

So today's january 19th. I haven't written in so long. I guess it's cuz I've been upset about my picture going away. But it'll be all good soon. Well, as soon as I get a new picture. I was thinking of getting an anime picture. I'm half korean so that should be ok. :) Oh my buddha, you'll never guess what I saw today. I was walking down the hall like I usually do and I saw some girl with the same jacket I have. You know... the elements one. I love it. But I was a little upset because the girl seemed like a really preppy girl. But you know. I can't go up to her and cut it up or anything just because she's a poser. Well, anywho. I think I fall in love too much, or too many times. Ok there's this guy Kameron Kitchen (yes indeed that's a funny last name) and he was in my Ceramics class last semester but he left because he was having trouble with his other teachers. Well he's back now and he has a computer class 8th period. I have Mrs. Pope for 7th and 8th. And everytime he goes into his class he always waves to me and I get all giggly and shit. It's not healthy. And you know how I am. He's so cute. And I watch for him before 8th period just so I won't miss his wave. I feel like such a little girl. He's only a sophomore though. But you know, it's not like anything will happen. Just like with all the other guys. So I still like that one really tall guy that I can't mention now because I can't trust everyone to keep their mouths shut. I can't say any names but it's only one person. But anywho... I've really liked him for a long time. I don't know why I do these things to myself. It's just not something that I can control you know? Well I have a power point presentation due in Mr. Varnadore's class but I'm not going to do it tonight because I'm really tired. I think I'll ask to go Friday. Well, I hope you guys enjoyed the wonderful tales I told you tonight. I'm off to clense myself of all the earthly impurities. (aka take a shower) Ok well Love you all and to all a goodnight!!!
~~Heather
(yep I'm full of glee.^_^)

WHAT THE FUCK??

2005-01-08T05:29:10Z

OH MY GOD SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY FUCKING PICTURE!! WHERE THE HELL IS MY BACKGROUND???!?!?!?!?!!!!? I'M ANGRY! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK DAMN BITCH FUCK! CUNT ASS BASTARD!!! I'M FURIOUS!!! yeah i know it sound funny but i really am!

And One More Day

2005-01-01T03:35:08Z

So Lasterday Michelle bought the ANCHORMAN dvd!!!!!!!! And Michelle told us not to tell my dad or Ilsoon that she bought it because they'd get upset about how she spends her money. and the little stupidness that I like to call Tara, my little sister, as soon as my dad comes home goes " Daddy Michelle bought Anchorman!!" isn't that the meanest thing ever? my little sister is a douche bag. Buddha damn her. Ok well I can't wait!!! tomorrow I'm finally allowed to go back out!! I have to go celebrate!!! YAY!!! No one can possibly believe the excitement of me right now. I'm so excited!!! And if you people aren't available tomorrow I'm going to shit on your face... or piss in your mouth. (Man I love Scary Movie)I have an excess amount of missage for my friends. I can't wait till tomorrow. I'll finally be free!! Free Balling. yes I know that that's not the way the song goes and just so you know I don't have balls. Ok well anywho... I thought that christmas was going to suck... It didn't so much. Well I'm going to go do other things. And I'm sorry Ashleigh and Amanda that I couldn't go. I knew that Ilsoon the korean lady would say I couldn't go so I didn't want to waste the breath asking her. I love you all!!!! and everyone... have a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

slothebison @ 2004-12-22T02:08:00

2004-12-22T07:13:23Z

I hate being stuck at home and have nothing to do. I was thinking about hibernating. that would be cool. I should be in like the world record book thing or something...but anywho...I don't think I'll write much because there'll be nothing much to talk about unless you want to hear: " I'm Heather and I woke up at 3 in the afternoon. I ate lunner (that's lunch/dinner), I got on the computer and did nothing, then I went to bed around 3 in the morning." And that would be it. My sad sad life. :( I wish i wasn't stupid.